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[foolsarcana]

Balance. It's balance, I guess. Two sides of a coin. It's still kinda hard to wrap my mind around it, but... it just fits somehow.

... but what if I'm not? What if I'm a second thought? A remnant? Version 2.0?

... my nose isn't that big.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

Is that a bad thing?

[philoxidizes]

Why are you assuming it to be a judgment?

[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

Because both my nose and my character were called into question today and I'm a little tired. It's not right of me to jump to conclusions, though. I really don't think you'd mean it badly.

[philoxidizes]

Even there. Do you see what I mean? You're giving me the benefit of the doubt while you explain why you have every reason to jump to conclusions.

In any case, I didn't mean it badly. I seem to be reacting with mild incredulity when I really should know better, that's all.

[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

.. right.

You knew him before, didn't you? Minato?

[philoxidizes]

I may have.

[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

Evasive, as always.

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[philoxidizes]

...I don't want to end up discussing it with him. But I was fairly sure you would put it together sooner or later.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

I've had my suspicions, especially after talking a little to Mitsuru-senpai and Yukari-san on here. Talking to Minato the other day just confirmed it. He's been thinking the same thing for a while as well.

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[philoxidizes]

You've been plotting detective-like escapades behind my back, I see.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

Not really. I just wanted to know the truth.

He seemed mildly surprised that you talk to me.

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[philoxidizes]

Most likely because it probably appears that I go out of my way not to talk to him. It would be confusing, if he's realized as well the connection between you two.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

Oddly enough, he was the one that brought it up.

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[philoxidizes]

That I talk to you more than him?

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

Mostly, after I mentioned you.

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[philoxidizes]

I wasn't expecting him to notice.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

I have a feeling Minato notices a lot more than he lets on.

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[philoxidizes]

That's the long and short of it. I shouldn't be surprised, I suppose.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

... do you know how far ahead of me he is? I know Yukari-san's quite far ahead. Mitsuru-san... I believe she told Fuuka she was from around the end of the year.

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[philoxidizes]

Kirijo-san should be from about November. As for Minato, I believe he's from the same point as Yukari-san. Between one and two years ahead, but I'm unclear as to the exact date.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

I was just wondering in general. Exact dates aren't necessary.

Mittsuru-senpai asked me not to tell her current self about her father's death. It's been difficult to keep that to myself.

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[philoxidizes]

Ah, that.

It gets easier with time. Your own conscience may not sit easy with it, but sooner or later you'll stop wanting to shout it out at every opportunity.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

I hope so.

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[philoxidizes]

It will. I should know.

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[infinite-arcana.livejournal.com]

... thank you. For talking to me tonight.